It was Diwali here in India just before we arrived. There are still lights strung around buildings, greetings posted, “Happy Divali from Dr. Pandit”, and at night some stray leftover fireworks.
I took my usual tour of the roof this morning. It never ceases to amaze me that there is so much to see from up there. Today I just sat down to enjoy the sunshine when a young man took two small catfish out of a tank, placed them in a round tin pan and proceeded to hose them off. Then he left them to die and later took them somewhere. I am expecting to see fish on the table soon. Then as I was watching all the construction work I observed a work crew for a time. They are laying brick as they add a new story to a building across the way. One man is down on his haunches and his job is to keep the cement mixed in a small metal pan and pass it along to the others. He gets out a plumb line once in a while and holds it up. I was on the roof for about 45 minutes and he stayed in that position all that time. I guess the economy is better in Delhi now and many homes are adding a new level. After the brick is cured they will cover it with a layer of stucco or something like that and paint over it.
Then I watched a woman climb out onto her rooftop with a 6-8 inch tall metal pot. She raised the pot up over her head, slowly poured out the liquid inside and then made some sort of sign with her hands. I suppose it was an offering to a Hindu god. Then my eyes caught a glimpse of a long ponytail of hair flicking out of a doorway on the ground floor. I was thinking of a young woman grooming herself, but it turned out to be the tail of a cow. Maybe it is one of the wandering cows, or maybe someone keeps a cow for milk.
I feel pretty spry today. I am sleeping now which I didn’t do for the first week. I even took a nap yesterday and those of you who know me well know that seldom happens. I still have pain, but so much less it isn’t important. I was so humbled by the literally hundreds of people praying for me. I think Roger called everyone we know. He was a wonderful nursemaid by the way. I can’t tell you how much it means to have that loving care when you really need it. I think I scared him half to death!
We fly to Hyderabad on Saturday morning. I’m looking forward to seeing friends, if only briefly. I am tired of sitting still and reading. I am able to do a little work on computers around here, even editing a piece for Evangel that they want revised for 2010. We may venture out on the streets a little later. I know the four walls of our room intimately.
During the darkest day of my injury I realized that out of desperation and need there was a door to God open in a way I don’t usually experience. I guess there are some good things gained from going through such an experience.
So glad to hear you are recovering. I got home Tuesday about 7:30 pm Boy was it cold I could see my breath and it was a little windy. I am getting use to it being 40 degrees cooler. What a nice visit I had with my mom and sister.
By: Sharon on October 30, 2009
at 7:24 pm
Wonderful to read your commentary, Jan. I’d like to know lots more about that “door to God” on your darkest day. Glad you’re doing better! love, ang
By: Ang on November 9, 2009
at 4:21 am
I jotted down some notes yesterday about my experience in that third floor room in Delhi. The worst part was the middle of the night when I was in too much pain to sleep, but didn’t want to wake Roger. It was really torture. I only could last until 6:00 a.m. and then I needed help to get up to visit the bathroom! I just know that as I cried out to God I experienced something like a new opening to nearness and dependence on God. I was really at peace although I was desperate at the same time. I know it doesn’t make sense, but everything was in a mess yet I knew I was safe ultimately. I felt like a stranger in a strange land, which I was, but I knew that I would be cared for and would be okay even if I had a serious injury. There was a 24 hour period where one doctor thought I had a slipped disc and I was going to be bedridden for two to three weeks. That was sobering. I sat up in the chair during the day, but couldn’t move without pain. Several times I stacked up pillows on my lap and tried to rest leaning forward on them. It was not fun. But looking back on that door thing I believe it was real and represented my desperation and my calling on the name of the Lord—a high tower where we run inside and are saved.
By: janpierce on November 10, 2009
at 9:13 am